As Casey Anthony's Trial Nears

The 1st degree murder trial of Casey Anthony is said to start on January 21, 2010.
Here we are August 22, 2009, over a year has passed since the infamous 911 call. The one that ends with "its smells like there's been damn dead body in the car". So much has been revealed in this murder case. So much has been said, speculated, theorized, cursed, and cried about..
Just placing murder, missing and child in the same sentence makes me want to know more and more importantly "why". I used to think I was a morbid person because every book I've ever read was a true crime novel. I've been reading true crime for almost 40 years. I've learned about forensics, police maneuvers, lawyer stradegies, liars and sociopaths. Not enough to earn a degree, but enough to know, Casey Anthony is one of a kind.
I'm amazed that this pretty unwed mother of this beautiful little girl Caylee Anthony could or would feel her only way out would be to kill her daughter. I've read cases where the mother felt trapped by an abusive boyfriend/husband or lived in poverty where she felt there was no way out. In the Casey Anthony case, none of this is true. She had overly caring nurturing parents. She lived in a nice suburban home with her parents and all of her bills were paid. She was able to have a social life and many boyfriends, along with a cellphone which she used almost 24hrs a day.
She never worked, but managed to have money. She stole from everyone, even her grandparents and her mother and friends. Being a struggling young mother at one time in my life, I can relate. I didn't steal from my parents and friends, but I may have written a bad check or two to buy groceries or a birthday present for one of my children. I was in "survival mode" is the way I looked at it. I was doing what I HAD to do. I didn't lie to my family, but I also didn't tell them how I got the money for my son's birthday gift. Eventually, I'd have to pay it back, along with all the bank fees and NSF charges. Something tells me I'm not alone. I'm also not ashamed.
I made it and this is history to me now. God blessed me.
I'm intrigued by this person Casey Anthony. This is what I'm supposed to believe. This is what I'm having a hard time digesting. Casey killed Caylee because she was getting in her way. I'm asked to believe Cindy had a "tough love" talk with her and Casey was moving out on behalf of her mother's ultimatums. She was to get a real job and start paying her and Caylee's way. She was to stop stealing from her grandparents. Supposedly, this conversation took place, but Cindy denies it. I really don't know. This doesn't sound like much of a motive to me. This is my biggest problem with this case. Where's the motive?
Oh, and there's so much more in this case. There's George, Casey's dad, who is unemployed, collecting workman's comp, he's also on the internet a lot, and it's rumored he was involved in some sort of Nigerian pyramid scheme. Not only was he blowing chunks of RN-Cindy's hard earned money, I've heard he also cheated on her.
This comes from liar Casey. This is what she tells her friends, Amy Huizenga and Annie Downing. This is a questionable scenario where a murder could be in the making.
Both Cindy and George have a propensity to violence. Do children get in the way when adults fight? Yes, they do. This is all speculation...just a theory, but in my mind, it's a possibility, not a motive, but an accident could have taken place.
Jesse Grund? Stepped on, stomped on, left out of the picture, Casey's X-fiancee who was lied to and led to believe he was Caylee's father. He tried hard to do the right thing. His father is a preacher, he had good values, unlike Casey who had none. I'm recalling her brother Lee's statement, "Casey would do anything for Caylee". Call me crazy, but I almost believe that.
Lee Anthony, he would tell Tony Lazarro about a Wachovia checking account Casey has, also ask him if it's true that one of Tony's drug supplier's was ripped off of some "product". Tony said this is true. Is this the work of lying theiving Casey Anthony?
In the months of May, June & July of 2008, there's a lot going on in Orlando, in Casey's group of friends, in her family too. There's friends taking trips to Puerto Rico, all at different times. There's Casey's new hangout, Fusion's Nightclub, where drugs run rampant. There is a Zenaida Gonzalez, but not the one that was at Sawgrass Apts on June 17th. I'm talking about the one who was friends with Annie Downing, busily getting tickets for driving without a license and no-seatbelt. This is happening in late May of 2008. Who is this? This is information that hasn't been talked about on Nancy Grace or any other news show that I know of. And in the middle of all of this, there's a murder. If I wanted to write a book, there's no way, I could make this up. But in the summer of 2008 in Orlando, Florida, an innocent child was murdered in midst of all of this. Her mother, Casey Anthony is facing the death penalty. The circumstancial evidence is substancial, but where's the beef? The solid evidence that points to Casey and ONLY Casey. That I don't see. I'm waiting for the trial to convince me because I'm not there yet.
I hoping for the truth. I don't work for the Anthony's or Baez. I'm not a name caller by nature. I have no hatred toward defense attorneys. They are simply doing their job. They are the ones who dictate freedom in our country. If they didn't exist, the United States would be a communistic 3rd world country.